Friends

I experience fear on a daily basis. I sometimes wish I was emotionless and was just ambivalent towards life and all the random shit that comes with it. But then I'd turn into some crazy druggie homeless person. I am definitely a decent result considering my childhood. You'd think I'd be complimenting myself with that comment. I suppose I am but in a sense it's also somewhat of an insult... no a concern.
I lay on my bed of critters with a stomach longing to be fed with healthy food because within the last 24 hours all I've had was a heavily portions of extremely carbalicious and CHEESY snacks as a meal, greasy chinese food x2, BK, a couple energy drinks and candy. This I promise you is not a typical day although there are a lot of similar aspects. My eyes grow weary. And my lids close from blinking it takes them a little longer to reopen. I am exhausted and it is morning so I shall fall asleep hungry.